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toniisapirate
  • arroyo Grande california, US
  • 23 Female, Capricorn
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  • Member Since: 2007-10-31
  • Relationship Status: single
  • Orientation: Straight
  • Occupation: Substitute

About Me:

The names Toni

I speak 2 languages
i am terrified of birds, yet i have a swallow tattoo on my back ( left shoulder area) * Its in memory of my grandpa*
Music is my obsession, you can say.
It makes me happy when I am sad.
Its there for you when you don't have anyone to turn to.
i am no longer in high school, so i no longer want to fill my life with high school drama.
I love my family.
And the friends I have mean so much to me.
I have 1 tattoo, but plan on getting more
I want to learn how to play bass
I paint
I write poetry
I like to read
I like to watch movies
Im laid-back
It dosent take much for me to have fun
I can have a blast just going to Wal*Mart
I'm not a diva
i am unique
I am an individual
I am TONI
*below is some of my poems*
Hello
I love you

But you probably don't remember me

Your probably don't even know my name

But I've seen you in my dreams

It is then that I got to know you

The perfect image of what love should be

So I am telling you that I love you because of a dream I had

I love you

By the end of this love letter you may not remember my name

You & the rest of the world may think I'm crazy

And who knows mabey i am

But (if I am) when i come to my senses...

Will you be waiting fr me at the other side???
~~~~~~~~~~~~
You have no idea how much you mean to me

You don't know how badly i wish you were here

Your scent

The feel of your skin

The look in your eyes

You have no idea how badly i've fallen

To catch a glimpse of you across the street

To see your your shadow down the hall

To hear the sound of your voice in a crowded room

The things I miss the most no longer here

You have caused me to cry

You have caused me to hurt

You have caused me to smile

You have caused me to laugh

You have caused to to feel joy

You caused me to care

The thought of holding your hand once more in mine

I dont know what to feel

You left with out a word, with out a sound

Together forever, our love until the end

Isnt that what YOU said

I tried to find you, but I can't

Where did you go

I cried (out) for you like a child just being born

They tell me I am free

But is this the freedom that i want

To be free & alone

Or

To be free & with you

The sound of the door when you come home

The smell of your skin when we lay in bed

The feel of your heart beating with mine

The thought of your hopes and plans

You caused me to cry

You caused me to hurt

You caused me to smile

You caused me to laugh

You caused me to feel joy

You caused me to care

You have no idea how badly I've fallen

In love with you

And still

You left without a word

Without a sound

Interests:

writing poetry, music, music, umm did I mention music, dancing, love

Favorite Music:

Fall out Boy, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, 30 seconds to mars, damien rice, scarlet grey, PENSIVE, three days grace, green day, cobra starship, paramore, the academy is, augustana, Uh Oh! explosion, Dan D, Blesk, Plain White Ts, The Wildermen, Armed for the fall, Rooney, Panic! At The disco, Lifehouse, maroon 5, Never After, November blessing, Linkin Park, A Fine frenzy, kate nash, another day late, a last prayer, hana pestle, colbie calliat, kt tunstall, carlos santana, flyleaf, meg & dia, all american rejects, If i remember any more i will add them

Favorite Movies:

Pride & prejudice, fallen, V for vandetta, garden state, number 23, all harry potter, ugh! i cant think will update later. :)

Favorite TV Shows:

Ghost Whisper, Numb3rs, law and order